Sundays are Slipper Days.

2011-07-18T20:52:00.004+08:00

Feeling extremely weak emotionally.

I never knew this was what love could do to me.

I never realised how much I love you.

Neither did I realise how much you love me.

I can't help but cry every single time I read all that.

Life is so fucking sad.

I need a getaway.

I could use a short trip anywhere.

2011-07-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

I will never be good enough or worth the fight.

2011-07-11T01:28:00.001+08:00

One hell of a night.

I miss what we had.

2011-07-10T20:54:00.003+08:00

Offer to help with the household chores at home, get nagged at because I want to do it only when I'm free.

Stay at home in the weekends, everyone's using their computer, doing their own things.

What's the difference if I go out.

What's the big deal if I go out.

You're all still using your computer isn't it?

The reason why I'm always out and rarely home on weekdays?

You're at work anyway, what's the difference if I'm out or not.

I hate this fucking mess we're living in.

I don't spend enough time at home?

I wake up for lunch even when I only get to sleep at 6am after work.

Yeah sure, you didn't ask me to go work at that time.

In other words, you're always right and I'm always fucking wrong.

I don't do anything for this family?

Yeah, you know what, I don't. I haven't sacrificed anything in the world for you guys.

knnb what a fucking bad day at home.

It's a good thing I'm going out to work soon.

You guys will probably be happier anyway.

Fuck it all.

2011-06-29T13:48:00.003+08:00

I'm not a particularly mean person but you, you have incurred the wrath in me.

The next time I see you it'll probably take all the willpower I have to stop myself from punching that stupid face of yours.

2011-06-05T18:35:00.001+08:00

PRESIDENT OBAMA DECLARES JUNE 2011 AS LESBIAN, GAY, BISEXUAL AND TRANSGENDER PRIDE MONTH.

2011-06-05T18:13:00.000+08:00

What am I doing.

Never say never

2011-05-19T03:24:00.002+08:00

"I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You don't expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of her have been replaced with silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn't terrible, it just hurts like hell."

2011-05-08T22:04:00.001+08:00

'3 things'

2011-05-07T00:34:00.001+08:00

2011-05-04T23:23:00.003+08:00

No matter how you try to overlook certain things, tolerate things that shouldn't happen, there's bound to be something that will snap within you. No matter how patient someone is, there's always a limit.

2011-05-04T23:17:00.001+08:00

It's ugly but people are selfish.

2011-04-25T03:34:00.001+08:00

2011-04-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

"One day, you and I will pass each other on a busy sidewalk. Our hearts may shudder, but only for a second. You may possibly be so kind to stop me and ask how my life has panned out over the past few years, or perhaps it will have been so long that we will not recognize each other at all. If fate is kind, we will reawaken the love we thought was so far gone. Or maybe, out of the resentment of heartbreak, we’ll share glances but just keep walking without any regard. Lost again. Lost forever."

2011-04-17T13:52:00.001+08:00

There's a fighter somewhere underneath this skin and bones.

2011-03-25T00:51:00.003+08:00

Cos you see, the two of you put together equals to four faces, since you're two-faced EACH.

2011-03-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

Because sometimes I can't help but live in little fantasies of my own.
Like seeing your face pop at my window.

2011-03-15T01:48:00.000+08:00

It's fucking sad.

2011-03-13T23:48:00.001+08:00

Money money money
It's so funny
In a rich man's world.

2011-03-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

Too damn afraid to be happy.
The world will always find a way to bring you down.

2011-03-01T01:43:00.002+08:00

How is it so easy for one human being to be that mean to another?
No anger, just disappointed in what I thought was friendship.

2011-02-27T03:23:00.002+08:00

You know your day couldn't get any worse when

1) you suck at something you thought you're best at,
2) you tried to be strong but the walls caved in, and the tears wouldn't stop flowing,
3) the rain came at the wrong time,
4) you were not noticeable whereas someone else was,
5) your own mum thinks she wasted all her money and efforts feeding you.

Wait, that's probably only half of what my day was like.

2011-02-11T22:38:00.001+08:00

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

2011-02-10T16:03:00.003+08:00

Saw this at bec's.

Have you ever sat back and let your mind just remember? Remembered everything about that one certain person, starting from the day you met? Let your mind just wander and think about how different your life would be had you never met them? Then you might start to believe destiny and fate, and how everything happened because it was just meant to happen. Like, you were supposed to meet them and they were just created to complete you. And then all of a sudden you begin to cry, because you realize you have fallen in love. Has that happened to you?

It's really scary when you get attached to someone. You spend time with them, you get to know them. You find yourself knowing their favourite color, food, movie, song. You discover their flaws and their talents. And as time goes on, you learn more and more, absorbing every second of detail without even realizing it. Then one day you wake up and realize how much this person actually means to you, and you love them for every strength and weakness. They make you feel warm and secure, but most of all, they bring you happiness. And to bring happiness to someone in such a way is a strong and powerful thing. It could break a person completely. Some say those who fall in love are young and dumb. I say they show an incredible amount of bravery. It takes courage to trust somebody with your entire heart.

2011-02-08T02:44:00.000+08:00

2011-02-05T16:44:00.001+08:00

You're the one.

2011-01-27T02:13:00.000+08:00

The difference is a week, but the similarity lies in the hurt that cannot be erased.

2011-01-25T02:35:00.001+08:00

2011-01-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, even giving your all is not enough.

2011-01-08T03:08:00.002+08:00

The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, 'No I'm happy for you'?
That's when it's really sad.

2011-01-05T01:49:00.000+08:00

When life beats you black and blue, look it straight in the face,
and get back up on your feet.

It's amazing the capacity for pain we humans have.

2010-12-31T03:31:00.001+08:00

2010-12-23T01:58:00.003+08:00

I'd wait an eternity, I'd catch a grenade for you, I'd put my hand on the blade for you, I'd jump in front of the train for you, I'd take a bullet for you.
Hell, I'd sit a roller coaster for you.
This may not be the first time I'm feeling this way but this feeling sucks, sucks like hell.
It's been a while since I cried for you.

2010-12-05T21:32:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

2010-12-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

I really really REALLY HATE IT WHEN MY STUFF DISAPPEARS FROM MY PHONE FUCK I DIDN'T MEAN FOR THE BATTERY TO DIE OUT DID I WHY DID THE STUFF HAVE TO DISAPPEAR WITH THE BATTERY LIFE SOME THINGS JUST CAN'T BE REPLACED ONCE THEY'RE GONE THEY'RE GONE FOREVER AND I HATE IT I HATE THIS REGRET I'M FEELING COS I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER IF I SAVED IT PROPERLY AND I ALSO HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DON'T REPLY MY MSGS IT'S ONE OF THE THINGS THAT IRRITATE ME THE MOST AND I HATE IT WHEN I FEEL HUNGRY AT NIGHT OR WHEN I WANT TO GO AND SLEEP BUT MY HAIR IS STILL WET AND I STILL DON'T UDNERSTAND WHY MY STUFF DISAPPEARED OMG CHEEBYE I'M SO DAMN SAD. FUCK.
YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE WORST PART, I DON'T EVEN FEEL BETTER AFTER TYPING THIS WHOLE THING OUT IN A SINGLE BREATH.
CCB.

2010-12-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

How can you do this to me.

2010-12-01T19:49:00.001+08:00

I want to see you.

2010-11-30T21:07:00.001+08:00

Nothing beats disappointment.

2010-11-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

seeing you.
I've so much to say to you, I really don't know where to begin.
11 days feel like an eternity.
Cramps aren't helping me feel better.
:'(

2010-11-29T13:29:00.000+08:00

Did you really say that or was I dreaming
Omg

2010-11-25T16:41:00.001+08:00

I hope you're having fun.
I hope you're happy.

2010-11-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

"No matter what happens or how upset I might be, it's usually not what you say that makes me feel better. I know you don't know what to say. But you do say the right things sometimes. It's that big warm hug you give, the one that makes me feel so safe in your arms, the one that says everything that you can't put into words, that's the one, the hug that instantly takes away all the pain and insecurities."

Happiness can speak for itself.

2010-11-11T02:08:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, someone comes into your life and it changes everything. They're able to make you smile, laugh, and allow you to be yourself. There's something about them that is unexplainable; and even though you're not even with them, you don't ever want to let that person go.

Waking up to your voice, best thing ever.

2010-11-04T00:19:00.001+08:00

2010-11-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

You are terribly missed.

I wish and hope you wouldn't.

2010-11-02T16:17:00.004+08:00

2010-11-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

"So how do I contact you tmr?"
Hahaha.

Maybe it's good that i don't have a phone. Maybe it's good that i don't have to see things i don't want to see.

2010-10-31T01:47:00.000+08:00

2010-10-16T03:33:00.001+08:00

Excuse me while I fall apart.

2010-10-15T03:09:00.001+08:00

Ironically
It's the sound of your laughter that makes me cry.

Hope

2010-10-13T03:21:00.003+08:00

Every night I stay up, just wishing for a little time in your busy life,
but you're still kinda busy at this hour.

2010-10-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

Treasure a moment before it eventually turns into a memory.
Today, I cherished every second of happiness I felt.
It was a first.
And it meant everything in the world to me.

2010-10-07T03:40:00.000+08:00

It's sad but truth is
You would hurt me, for her.

Defeat

2010-10-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Tonight we're all broken and torn up, wretched and ragged, time never passed so slowly, things could have been better, but they were not, never will be, was meant to be a special day, just a fortnight more, bus rides took longer than usual, expectations turned to disappointments,
What's meant to be, is meant to be.

2010-09-30T02:00:00.001+08:00

Just because I never talked about the change, it doesn't mean I don't notice it's there.

I'm done like hell fighting.

2010-09-27T14:44:00.000+08:00

Try going through that,
Try not being given a choice and having to accept things.

Stay strong.

2010-09-27T01:42:00.005+08:00

Anyone out there who believes in horoscopes?
Or don't, but read them just for the sake of reading, and then realise at the end of the day that 'hey, that's so damn true'

I love team sports, doesn't have to be anything in particular, I'd watch anything on tv as long as it's a team sport, I'd stop to stare at a game I don't understand just to watch the bond between the players. It intrigues me. I know it intrigues you too.
I particularly love watching the captains lead the players, without saying anything. Don't you get the feeling sometimes? When you're watching a game, and you immediately know who the leader among them is?
I wish I could do that, I wish I could live up to that, to motivate my friends, my team, that we're able to do it as long as we do it together.

I wish I didn't get angry so often now, I wish I wouldn't push the blame to something else when all I've to do is to control myself.

I want to improve in basketball.

"People don't just play sports because it's fun. Ask any athlete, most of them hate it, but they couldn't imagine their life without it. It's part of them, the love/hate relationship. It's what they live for. They live for the practices, parties, cheers, bus rides, countless pairs of shoes, water, Gatorade and coaches you hate - but appreciate. They live for the way it feels when they beat the other team and knowing those two extra sprints they ran in practice were worth it. They live for the way they become a family with their team, they live for the countless songs they sing in their head while training all those hours. They live for competition; they live for the friends, the practices, the coaches, the memories, the pain - it's who they are. It's who we are - we are athletes."

You know, it's the little things in life that make you who you are today.

2010-09-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

How do you just stop loving someone?

2010-09-19T23:57:00.001+08:00

It's when life seems the hardest that you're the strongest.
Yes, it has been a real struggle lately.

When the walls are crumbling, when the roof is caving in, who would be the one to save you?

2010-09-16T14:39:00.001+08:00

Tiny.

2010-09-15T01:15:00.001+08:00

Ponytail, red shorts, polo tee.
I gave all my heart.

2010-09-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

Back to those days, again.
This time, it's a one man show.

2010-09-11T01:14:00.001+08:00

Hahahahaha
I'm a joke.

2010-09-10T14:20:00.001+08:00

When what you expect is not what you get.
Sometimes I wonder if you realise the words you say,
The things you don't do,
Are the reasons for the way I treat you.

2010-09-07T01:38:00.002+08:00

"There isn't a moment of my day that isn't spent wondering where you are, what you're doing, how you're feeling, whether you've eaten, whether you're happy. Even in the quiet of the night, when everything is still and I am nearly asleep, there's a part of me that is still wondering."

2010-09-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

"No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid to say "I love you", they are afraid of the response"

2010-09-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

I'm a disappointment.

When a meat pouts

2010-09-02T16:54:00.001+08:00

9648

2010-08-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

I believe in you.

2010-08-27T21:28:00.001+08:00

I'll give twenty four hours from now.
It's not a test of faith, it's the reassurance. If it can't be afforded, then I'll know I'm not worth it.

2010-08-27T13:33:00.002+08:00

Tell me I'm not making a mistake. Tell me that you're worth the wait, that you're always going to be here. Make me believe that I'm making the right decision by still holding on. Show me that you're going to be around to catch me when I fall.
Cos right now, I don't feel you again.

2010-08-25T23:02:00.001+08:00

Ever had one of those moments when your favourite song plays, its raining outside, you're alone at home, and all you wish for is someone, that special someone to share that moment with?
It's been happening a lot lately.

2010-08-25T17:05:00.001+08:00

It's one of those days when you wake up feeling like nothing can stop you from being happy
:]

2010-08-24T00:47:00.001+08:00

fuck sia im fucking pathetic

2010-08-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

2010-08-22T18:28:00.000+08:00

Forgot/miss that feeling.

Restless

2010-08-22T14:59:00.002+08:00

I wanna go out into the sun to play
Yay my brother's back!

I wonder if its for me.

Complete this

2010-08-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

Right now at this minute,
_________________________

(:

2010-08-20T22:56:00.001+08:00

Hey hey you you!

2010-08-20T15:11:00.002+08:00

Weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people.
Sticks and stones may leave cuts and bruises
But harsh words leave scars that cut deep into your soul.

I still can't believe it.

As long as you're happy.

2010-08-19T17:19:00.000+08:00

I'll be there.

2010-08-19T02:25:00.001+08:00

I said I wouldn't cry and I tried.

2010-08-18T17:02:00.001+08:00

Let's see if 11:11 wishes come true.
or whether you know me well enough

2010-08-18T01:58:00.001+08:00

You don't know what sadness is.
Be happy.

2010-08-18T01:32:00.000+08:00

2010-08-17T18:10:00.001+08:00

You are terribly missed.

2010-08-17T17:54:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes when I look at you, and you're looking back at me, I can see something. This teeny-tiny hint of something more, something you're feeling but can't say. When our eyes meet, it's like we're instantly connected. And i know no one catches it but me and you, but i like it that way. It's like our own little secret... a place we go to when everything around us is crazy and we just need some semblance of normal. There are times when I want nothing more than to look you in the eyes, cause it's when we're looking at each other in silence that we end up saying the most."

- Unknown

I'll never let you go

2010-08-09T15:34:00.001+08:00

You make me

when I'm with you.

2010-08-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

As usual.

2010-08-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

I always keep them.

2010-08-06T01:09:00.001+08:00

2010-08-05T01:18:00.001+08:00

Damn fucking scared.
I'm not a coward. I'm not a coward. I'm not a coward.

2010-08-03T02:53:00.000+08:00

You make me awkwardly comfortable.

2010-08-02T16:45:00.003+08:00

There is an aim, a purpose but no motivation to it.
What if history repeats itself.
Its a really sunny day, I wish I could play ball everyday.
My throat is killing me, its ripping me apart, its tearing me inside out, nothing's gonna help, please heeeelllpp meee.

2010-08-02T01:54:00.000+08:00

Truth betold with tears and vodka.
I miss that.

2010-08-01T17:58:00.000+08:00

Forever.

2010-08-01T01:10:00.000+08:00

You are the reason, sucker.
Can you even begin to comprehend how terrible it is for me?

2010-08-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

I don't know if I'm ready.
I don't know if I'll ever be ready.

2010-07-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

Wish you were here

2010-07-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

Almost, so close.
But didn't.